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Man, that Physics exam was tough. Everyone else though so too. During the break after the multiple choice section I heard quite a few "I'm cancelling my grade."s I'm tempted to do the same, but I want to see what I actually get on it. It would suck if I actually made a good grade on the exam and my score was cancelled so I don't want to run that risk. Anyway, I have no clue how I did on it, but hopefully I attempted enough questions on the free response and multiple choice to make a 3.

Operation: uh....freak Crystal out? *shrugs* Anyway, that thing is underway now. Andy told Crystal about his dying love for me while I was taking the exam, so now I need to wait for the day he asks me out which is still pending now because David still hasn't gotten a proper response from Crystal. Although, he did say that after she read the note he gave her about it, she had a grave look on her face, so I guess that's a taste of what's to come. As for the response for the note I gave her, I'm still waiting for that since I gave it to her in a mad rush during the break for the Physics AP.

i am the luckiest person in the world

because this boy


loves me this much

i recently got asked out.
he was one of the cutest boys i have ever seen in my life
i thought he was too good for me,
and i'm guessing he was.
his name is ******, he's in band
he likes physics, and he's smart. 

My crush is out of town. He's in a very touristic area, there are a zillion things to do there, and still he finds the time to get on MSN every day. We talk for 2-3 hours, he tells me about his day, sends me pictures and all.

*sighs*

There are many reasons why I shouldn't doubt that he likes me, yet I'm afraid he only finds me cute and that he'll never ask me out.

♥ <-- my previous post

Happy Mother's Day everyone!
I didn't really do much for my mom today. I got her a card and was nice to her today. It doesn't really take much to please her, so I'm sure this Mother's Day was a nice one for her.

To mess with Crystal, Andy devised a plan for him to tell her that he likes me, and then at a later time he'll ask me out with Crystal witnessing it. I need to think of something funny to say for my denial. I know it's going to be something along the lines of "I already like someone." but I'm not sure who to say. My choices are Alex and Tom. I would choose Alex because Crystal had a slight crush on him at the end of last semester (I think...), and she thinks he's like the hottest guy ever. I would choose Tom because Crystal already thinks I like him, so it would only confirm that thought. Decisions, decisions.

My Physics AP Exam is  tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it. Hopefully, I can pull of a 3 so that I won't have that many exams with a failing grade on them. <_<

Survival Sunday was yesterday and it was nerve-wrecking, as expected, at both ends of the table. I'm quite miffed that they pulled out the Villa game from the TV schedule at the last minute in favor of some considerably 'insignificant' Pool or Gunners match (cuz their position won't change much, maybe not at all even). Barry scored his (would-be, I think) last goal for Villa too.

Anyway YN have you departed for the land of pork swords yet? 

Gotta head back to work now, I'm working Mondays and Fridays and going to school for the other weekdays. Weekends are important to me now!

Anyways, I'm actually considering applying for an internship for mid-June to end-July. Do you think I'm crazy? I have to think carefully first though because if I manage to get it then I wouldn't have a break until the new school year. I will have to update my CV after I come home.

Hey guys.  Another update.  Has this gotten annoying yet?  Anyways, I got to spend the whole day with him yesterday for some school competition thing.  We sat with each other at lunch and at the awards ceremony.  I almost told him that day, but his phone vibrated and it was a text from his girlfriend.  "I love you - Britt"

It felt horrible.

I feel myself thinking about him all the time.  He's so warm, so funny.  He just makes me so happy.  I love the way he smells and how when he tickles me until I almost piss my pants.  He seems to be the only thing that's really keeping me laughing....and I wish he was mine...

Him: Can I borrow your mirror?
Friend: Why?
Him: I need to look good; just in case I win an award.
Me: Just let him use it!
Friend: Fine *hands him the mirror*
Him: *Checks himself* Much better. *looks to me* I look good?
Me: Very sexy...
Him: I thought so. *laughs*  You look good too.
Me: Thanks.
Him: Can I put your hair up?
Me: What?
Him: Let me put your hair up. *Grabs a hair tie and makes a feeble attempt to do it himself*
Him: It would look better if a girl did it.
Me: Really? *laughs*
Him: You should do your hair like that more often. You look better...pretty...

I wanted to hug him again.  No one makes me feel pretty, not the way he does.  I've never felt the way that I do now...he makes me feel amazing...

Time for us to catch up with what I've been writing to Crystal and what she's been writing to me. Here goes.

This is my reply to the previous note:


Yea, I put in a little subliminal message of my own. I don't think she noticed though. Anyway, on to the reply.

The reply:


Oh lord, if that last note made her feel that way I wonder what'll happen to her once she reads this:



It's currently in the editing process.

s-h-i-t.
how does that song go?
"you're a part time lover and a full time friend."
that's it.

Survivor Micronesia is a keeper and should win the Emmy for Best Reality TV this year especially after the bad TAR season. TAR is going down I think... On the contrary, the Asia one is improving. Pirate Master is a sinker, The Contender Asia is actually not good. But Survivor! After so many seasons many would've thought it's long fizzled out, but this season can prove you wrong because it contains the most excitement and laughs with an unbelievable amount of blindsides, hilarious jury reactions (go Eliza), acting (95% Amanda's - yucks)... It's my favourite season thus far! Yesterday's episode was hilarious and unbelievable. That naive Erik really totally deserves to go down. Even though I think he's so innocently cute and earnest. For me, anyone so naive (like Jason and Erik even though I like them a lot) totally deserves to have their torches snuffed out and they can only blame themselves! Erik almost had a dream season for such a huge fan as himself, too bad his naivete got the better of him. As for Ozzy he's joined the ranks of Terry and Gary as most disliked Survivors of mine. 

I actually disliked Parvati so much from the start due to her always trying to get Eliza snuffed but now I'm kind of rooting for her! Everyone in the final 4 can win it except for her though I think. Amanda due to jury votes, Cirie (has done it again!), and Nat the lone Fan. I really wish Amanda doesn't win it though since she is so irritating but then again, I think she played a rather good game.

Time for procurement.

Today was the AP US History Exam. Surprisingly, it was kind of easy. The multiple choice was a breeze. Although, I did have to skip a few questions because they were about weird stuff like books, and I didn't really study hard enough to know the authors of all of the books mentioned. The essays were a lot worse. The DBQ was really easy since it was about something almost current, but the other topics I had no idea what to write about. I BSed both of the free response questions which will hopefully get me a 4 or a 5 so that I can get a 4 with getting an 8 on the DBQ and around 50 right on the muiltiple choice part.

After the exam we were excused from 5th period so I hung out with Andy and Tom in the band hall. We talked about random stuff and played Pokemon afterward. It was fun.

There's more Crystal drama, but I'll write about it tomorrow.

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