Last night I was lying down in my bed trying to go to sleep and I was thinking that I should probably post a background story of me or how this journal came to be. So, here I am doing it since once again nothing really happened to take note of.

So, I guess I started this as a way of expressing myself. Even though I have really close friends that know of most of my problems, there are still some things that I don't tell them because either I don't want them to know or I just spend too much time talking about myself and my problems to them. Also, in my opinion, it's kinda cool being all secretive and having things that people don't know about you. This has been a really nice outlet for me to organize my thoughts also. Before I had this blog I would just let my thoughts float around in my head and it would just annoy me to no end. Now I just pour them on to here for the world to see. I can't say that it really helps, but it's becoming a learning process for me. This is helping me see how I was in the past and what I thought about this and stuff like that. This blog has been a really nice record keeper.

Also, not to be smug or anything, I hope people that have been reading this have learned something from this. I dunno. In the United States you don't get to really see a homosexual/bisexual perspective on love and things like that so my little perspective here and others are the only ones you really have. Although, there's been a show called Queer As Folk that's been on in America and, although I've only seen one episode, I don't really think it captures homosexual love. At least in high school. If there's a TV show about that then I'll be happy. Well, not happy just content. It's not like I'm fighting for it or anything.

So yea, that's the story. Any questions, comments, or concerns are welcomed.