You know, I thought I had gotten over being rejected by Lain, but I haven't. Last night I was talking to Ramen and he pissed me off at that moment. Here are the logs:


You must be wondering what had pissed me off then. Well, it was these lines:
[00:29] R: yea
[00:30] R: 19 more days (Note: That's the amount of days until Wilma comes back from China)
[00:30] R: thats all i care about

I was pretty much pouring out my heart about Lain and all he had to say was pretty much "Hmm....I want my girlfriend back". It just kinda ticked me off. You could at least have some sympathy for your best friend, you know?

The next morning I read those again, and I felt kinda stupid for getting a little angry at him. I don't remember the exact reason, but I guess it was along the lines of: I usually don't care about his love problems so why should he care about mine. I dunno, I just felt bad since he probably doesn't understand.

Ugh, I hate being so bitter like this. It changed me. I get jealous over a lot of things now and it makes it hard for me to be in a good mood consistently. There's always one or two things that happen to me in the day that'll just irk me for a little while. This'll probably continue until school starts and probably a little after that since I'll need a week or so to fully understand how Lain feels. I think I can do that. Unless I get e-mails, Facebook messages, or hear rumors about me I won't know until I get back in school (7th) or maybe a little after that, maybe around the 11th or 12th. I hate saying this, but we'll just have to wait and see.