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“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
- Dr. Seuss.
I really can't believe all of this right now. It seems so surreal that it's been a month and Lain has not told a soul (well, maybe his family but, like I've said, I don't care about that) about my liking him. I really respect him for that. I might be making a mountain out of a molehill on this one, but not telling someone about something juicy as this takes a lot of self-control. Also, it feels a little cool sharing a secret with him that pretty much no one in the band (besides my closest friends) know about. I don't know why but it just gives me this undercover agent-type feeling. <_< What's also pretty amazing is that he actually talks to me (although not that much). Before I told him I liked him I had this picture that we would be almost sworn enemies like what happened to Andy when he told the guy he liked last year that he liked him. What's also pretty amazing is that I might be able to restore our relationship, if you will. That'll take a lot of work and time, but it might be tangible. If that doesn't happen, then that's fine. I'm pretty happy where I am right now.
- Dr. Seuss.
I really can't believe all of this right now. It seems so surreal that it's been a month and Lain has not told a soul (well, maybe his family but, like I've said, I don't care about that) about my liking him. I really respect him for that. I might be making a mountain out of a molehill on this one, but not telling someone about something juicy as this takes a lot of self-control. Also, it feels a little cool sharing a secret with him that pretty much no one in the band (besides my closest friends) know about. I don't know why but it just gives me this undercover agent-type feeling. <_< What's also pretty amazing is that he actually talks to me (although not that much). Before I told him I liked him I had this picture that we would be almost sworn enemies like what happened to Andy when he told the guy he liked last year that he liked him. What's also pretty amazing is that I might be able to restore our relationship, if you will. That'll take a lot of work and time, but it might be tangible. If that doesn't happen, then that's fine. I'm pretty happy where I am right now.
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