Here's the cryptic part:
"I cannot repress it, and it will likely lead to trouble. Like-as-in it could cause trouble for my friends - my close friends. You are included in that. [A nother wish: I wish it wouldn't complicate things; then I could explain everything. Lots of people may wish the same.]"

Yes! She did all of that on purpose! It's so weird.

What also stood out to me was:
"Anyway, so I decide that if I'm going to mess up and make a mistake, I might as well do it thoroughly. I wish I could tell you."

That makes me think that's she'll actually tell me that she likes me. I really hope she doesn't because I'll either be completely speechless or the complete opposite and tell her off.

More election drama! Ok, so I heard from the new president, Vivian, that Mindy and her supporters are taking this matter to the assistant principals because Demontray wasn't being fair and blah blah blah blah blah. It's entirely retarded, and I think they're just wasting their time doing this. Oh, also, Mindy is trying to get parents to come to the school to fight for her. That is also entirely retarded. Can't she just give it a rest? She didn't win for a reason.

I have a really fuzzy story about all of this, so I'll try to get to the bottom of this. I hope I won't have to do anything like talk to parents and stuff like that. AP exam week isn't really the best time for all of this.