Yep. I'm going to do it alright. I'm going to tell Lain that I like him tomorrow. I don't even know why I'm doing it either. I guess it's because I'm tired of waiting around. I'm tired of not being the one to take the initiative. I'm tired of complaining without having done anything. Earlier today when I got home at around 1:30, I was pretty much freaking out about it. I was so nervous and scared. I had the same feeling I had whenever I get in line for rollercoasters.  Right now, I don't have that feeling. It's kinda worrying me. I guess all of this over confidence of Lain being accepting of the fact that a guy likes him is getting to me. I'm not even expecting much from this anyway. What I think will happen is that I'll tell him and then he'll be like "No, sorry" but he'll still not be as weirded out. That scenario is fine with me. As long as we still talk and stuff just a little less since I can understand that he'll be afraid of me coming on to him. What I really don't want to happen is that he just absolutely hates me for liking him and such and then proceeds to go and tell others of this and I become the talk of the band for being bisexual. What would be a miracle is Lain saying yes and we become a happy couple. :D

I'm pretty much in the dark about what might happen so we'll just have to wait and see. I hope I don't chicken out.

Finals update: I took the US History and English ones today. They were pretty easy. I might've messed up on the English final a little but it won't cost me that many points. Who knows.