Before I start. Thanks for comments. They're fun to read. Also, I had some finals today. I took my German and Physics final. Both of them were pretty hard. The German one was practically all true or false which really tripped me up. Physics was just plain ol' hard. I hope I didn't fail that one.

So, I'm beginning to understand why Tren has started to ignore me. I will use wonderful AIM logs to explain this. Note: My friend, he'll be called Andy, told he in English class a few days ago that he figured out why Tren was ignoring me, so... this is how it begins.

[20:05] I: ok, so why is [tren] ignoring me?
[20:06] Andy: ok, remember that note some1 wrote to [nick]? (Note: Nick is the person who Andy likes)
[20:06] I: yea
[20:06] A: well
[20:06] A: i'm won't tell u who wrote it (i found out btw)
[20:06] A: so apparently
[20:06] A: that person
[20:06] A: talks to [tren]
[20:06] A: and told him something along the lines of
[20:06] A: "stay away from [me] and [andy], they r gay"
[20:07] I: and why can't i know who this person is?
[20:07] A: it's my business....
[20:07] I: it's kinda my business too since that person revealed half of my sexuality to [tren]
[20:07] I: <_<
[20:10] A: w/e
[20:11] I: >_>
[20:12] I: well, i wanna know
[20:12] I: but, oh well
[20:13] A: well u can't know
[20:13] I: ok
[20:16] I: at least he isn't verbal of his "homophobic-ness"
[20:17] I: wait....
[20:17] I: how is this your fault?
[20:17] I: and why do they know i'm "gay"?
[20:20] A: they don't
[20:20] A: but
[20:20] A: they know i'm gay
[20:20] A: and since u associate with me
[20:20] I: oh
[20:20] I: that's stupid
[20:21] A: well it's true
[20:21] I: i'm not gay because you're gay ,_<
[20:21] A: because i caught them talking after 6th period today (Note: 6th period is band. It's so funny how everything happens in band)
[20:21] A: and i heard
[20:21] A: "[me] and [andy] r gay lovers"
[20:21] A: then they saw me
[20:21] A: and shut up
Self-explanatory right there.

Also, I now understand why Crystal is a little jealous of me for liking Lain. Ok, so, around last year I'm guessing (she didn't tell me when) she liked this guy named Brad. Brad looks pretty similar to Lain except that Brad is way taller than Lain so naturally she would at least feel something toward Lain. She tells me that it's a "fondness" but I know she won't tell me the complete truth. Speaking of Lain, he was "flirting" (seemed like it to me but it just might be wishful thinking) with me during our break in between finals. The most remarkable thing that he was doing was that he took my Physics review packet away from me and stuck it near the garbage. <_<

I uploaded an album for a friend so I might as well share it on here. If Russian indie rock is your thing then you must have this.
In Verse - demo
http://www.mediafire.com/?fb9guqjntlw

It's been a week since I've started writing in here and this has been pretty helpful in organizing my thoughts about events, people, and life in general. (Well, I don't think I've started to talk about life from a broader perspective yet) Anyway, ever since I've started writing in here I've come to realize quite a few things about myself that I would have never unearthed if it wasn't for this blog. I'm glad for that too. I'm glad that I had the whim to create this and just spill the wine that is my thoughts all over the internet (or at least this section). Hopefully anyone that has been reading this is entertained by this. I didn't write this for entertainment purposes but I wouldn't mind if someone finds this amusing. Hell, comment if you'd like and just say it. Just so you know, you don't need a Livejournal account to comment on someone's journal.

So today was quite an interesting day. My school bus was incredibly late in the morning so I got to school really late (A few minutes after 2nd period started). I wasn't too worried about it though. While I was waiting at the corner with my friend we saw an old band member who goes to school near our bus stop (Note: My bus stop is in a university campus). It was nice seeing him and talking with him for however long that red light was.

Also, I talked a little with Lain today. It was after band class and we had a weird conversation. At first we were in the band hall (the bell hadn't rang yet) and we were next to each other and I turned and looked at him and he looked right back. Soon enough we were just standing there staring at each other. Usually when I catch someone staring at me and I stare at them back, I say "You lose!" when they blink, like they're in a surprise staring contest. Only this time, we wasn't blinking. It was /extremely/ awkward having him stare at me and me staring at him right back. I could feel myself turning red (which I did not want to happen because that would have been pretty embarrassing). After our little staredown, we were walking and talking about something (I don't remember). Come to think of it, most of our conversations are kinda short and filled with bickering over absolutely nothing. It's actually quite fun, to be honest. It makes me want to spend more time with him. He probably likes me, which would be wonderful. Man, I like two people at once. What a whore I've become.

I like this album so I'm going to share it to whoever reads this or whomever comes across this when going on The Google.
the pillows - Wake Up! Wake Up! Wake Up!
http://www.mediafire.com/?05qf0kndytm